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the pale sky of optimism by gaia-erzbet, literature

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the pale sky of optimism

I'm sorry i couldn't stay awake to watch the morning break no one knew it would be the last for you. But the sun rose anyway it was a brand new hopeful day and you were there in all the memories we shared. "But i'm so tired, i can't stay awake" So dont say you wont be here When morning breaks "The sky will pale and my soul will sail" It's all a lie Don't tell lies. Tomorrow will be just another day a day that you won't fade away my eyes will stay open another night so we will have to fight i won't sleep for you i can't see the morning blue. We watch the dawn come alone and y

kiss of death by gaia-erzbet, literature

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kiss of death

I felt the kiss of death on my face then it left with no visible trace and i know it wasn't looking for me. Just for a second then i was cold i know i felt something sure and bold ageless and old neither benevolent or malevolent just air that was cold. A thousand words were heard in a second in my head knowing the kiss of death to make some one dead. But i think again and i am told the window was open thats why i got cold although i know deaths quiet kiss will show offering bliss and warmth.

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untitled by gaia-erzbet, literature

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he heard a knockon the door so he ran down the stairs hoping that it was her he'd been waiting all day. yes it happened to be so, yeah it was all luck you see drowned and sufficed to die untouched. this was all going to change tonight i'm lucky (it all seemed) tomorrow i'll die impure. an act in the making "i can't wait" a promise hemade to the whore seduction won't be needed he thought as he shut the door. she dropped her coat black plastic on the floor the boy smiled and rose liked what he saw the act in the making she wasn't shy she showed him the good way the good way to die midnight had passed she raised her kn

drowning by gaia-erzbet, literature

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drowning

once again i drowned my sorrows held them under till they stopped kicking breathless and deathworthy swim to the surface of conciousness to drown again. theres no blood in my veins it got replaced by all my anger and resentment hidden and dying not dead not dead not dead- yet- breathless and deathworthy drowning again resurface to breathe it in then go under again don't see it (don't look) don't hear it (don't listen) don't speak it (dont say) knowing it'll still be there when you open your eyes draws you further down hit the bottom nowhere to climb back up breathless and deathworthy clinmb to the surface to drown

looking down on me by gaia-erzbet, literature

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looking down on me

you dont know me anymore your so far away you left me here to rot and brood what was the point? but i know your looking down on me watching my every move it rests on my mind every second i breathe because you don't i'll never see you again your so far away you left me here to rot and brood in gods arms in gods ground but are you looking down on me? i don't know for sure you caused my loss of faith in gods mercy so i'm wondering are you my guiding star my fallen angel risen again. i dig the dirt away find you in your grave so i say the final word to ask a question thats been resting on my mind a year are you looking dow

gods not welcome by gaia-erzbet, literature

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gods not welcome

such a whore stupid little slut thats what hes thinking always knows know-it-all son of a bitch. screw god he's not welcome here i don't believe i'll never believe you can't make me. useless i'm worthless pathetic ungrateful to all he's done for me i could care less i'm a crack-whore my heads so fucked i don't care god's not welcome here. you put the fear of god in me now i can't sleep i'm a bad bad girl satan's plaything god's gonna get me i'm so scared i've been so bad. if god hates me so much why won't he just kill me sadomasocist freak getting pleasure from my pain.

suicide stars by gaia-erzbet, literature

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suicide stars

All fluttering above you like you always knew so far away too long ago. another day. when still beathing gasping on dope only to fall away. the dream of the scene that was in your head blade on the floorwhile everyon else is dead. just a need i have inside me you tried to make me so suicidally the pain of such fame in my head the walls painted purple red a church. a pariah. kneeslide fun with the guitar praying pose of a god you are. you are. you are. we all are suicide stars

faceless lies by gaia-erzbet, literature

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faceless lies

like lifting the eternal veil of a faceless bride you find nothing beyond the surface. the arrogance and pity you once felt has faded it will cease. she's always been there beyond whats known the one in knightmares and sadistic dreams urging you on. she iswaiting for her big day claims of the first day of forever are made this doesn't occur to the bride she waits for the veil to be lifted to show the world. how no one really knows a myth buried so deeply nobody's ever seen her a true face in a facade. the world struggling under the lie of what this is how this is of knowing the truth. but never knowing at all.

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: i have no idea
Favourite genre of music: depends what mood i'm in. i'll listen to anything from cradle of filth to mcfly.
Favourite cartoon character: its gotta be ash from pokemon such a hottie *swoons*
Personal Quote: life is a journey it can take you anywhere you choose to go (c.aguilera:a great thinker of our time)

Favourite Visual Artist

i have a tim burton obsession does that count?

Favourite Movies

cruel intentions

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

muse/matt bellamy!, blink 182/tom delonge, any female fronted goth band...

Favourite Writers

edgar allan poe and most point horror writers

Tools of the Trade

ya whaaat?

Other Interests

guitar. little britain. finding pics of matt bellamy's arse on the net

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gaia-erzbet

Jul 10, 2005

buds and clubs

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my bitch:heart: :kiss:: ~Ulaenyth (https://www.deviantart.com/ulaenyth) the beautiful people who watch me :heart:: :iconcooper12345: :iconaclockworkplum: :iconulaenyth: the beautiful people who i watch: :icon-electra-:            :iconBlueBlack: :iconaclockworkplum: :iconburaqina: :iconall-things-dark:      :iconcypherx: :iconamihedgehog:     :icondasatanists: :iconamy-Lee:            :icondb-raphael: :iconblackeri:             :iconkawaiiyume: :iconKung-Lao:           :iconPhoenix316: :iconrainbosheepofdoom: :iconwormbaby99: clubs: :iconev-fanart: :iconlinkinparkfans:  :iconpianists: :iconmattBellamy: :iconmuse-obsessed: :iconmusesyndrome: :icononlyevanes

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gaia-erzbet

Jun 22, 2005

fuck everyone-except those i love

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yeah but anyway. i'm pissed off. bigstyle. i dont know why i've actually had a really good day. i just feel like maybe shooting a load of innocent people with an uzi or some thing. today was my last exam (physics if your at all interested) so yay! for no more school. but also 'oh fuck where have the past 2 years gone'. i won't see any of the best people in the world ever again. and some people i'll be glad to never see again because they are square fucktards i wish they would die. but thats not the point. a couple of years ago i was in a bad place. drugs, alcohol, self harm in various forms you name it i did it. but then i moved here and th

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gaia-erzbet

Jun 19, 2005

i love him-it's so fucked up

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i love this guy. i just realised that. just now i was talking to him on msn. he was telling me about his new girlfriend and how sexy she is and how he likes her arse... it's the same girl who started going out with another guy i liked, still like when i told her that i liked him. but he likes her. so heres me with the old green eyed monster bug. i hate myself for my insane jealosy. why cant i be happy for them? they're probably happy. very happy. and i dont want to think about it. i just love him so much it's stupid. i'll probably get over it given a month or two...